VESSEL

It's been a year now since I started up my blog.  I was indecisive. That's because I knew the intricacies of it all. The likes, comments, constant readers, getting a domain name, constantly messaging and sharing links to people, getting a graphic designer, and being ready to get some negative answers along the way. I wasn't prepared for all that.  That's what I kept telling myself. There are tons of bloggers already, what difference would mine make, I don't even have the funds to have a domain name, how would I type, I'm not that social.  I kept feeding myself with all that and more. People sometimes comment on my opinions when I talk. Some told me to start a vlog or a blog but I had excuses ready on why I couldn't. Until one cheery Sunday, God spoke to me through the ministering Pastor and I felt guilty. Guilty that I wasn't using what God had given me freely for him, that I was busy giving God excuses and not being pr